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I have no idea what I am doing

I have no idea what I am doing.

Honestly I have what seems like no sense of direction for my life only a sense of smell. I cannot tell you what my 5 year game plan is only that I intend to run forward. I have a feeling everyday that I am meant to achieve something amazing but I could not tell you what that amazing is. I lack what most humans would say is “a speciality” I am not the smartest the most beautiful the most kind the most funny the most caring.

But I try.

I am not sure what I am supposed to do except follow this feeling. Its the feeling I get when I meet someone new or sit and talk and learn about a person. Its the feeling I get when I help someone or give a public presentation and the entire group smiles and it seems at that moment that each person is filled with that same sense of smell. The one that fills your lungs with hope and inspiration and love and passion.  I think it smells like a candle in the dim light. The one you stare into at the end of the day and it almost reads your soul without you mentioning a word.

I have no idea what I am doing.

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Comments · 3

  • Joanna · October 20, 2017

    The best things happen when you least expect it. Planning is great but sometimes the harder you try at something the farther away it seems. You have a special gift with people & that is why you are able to touch people everyday. Listening to someone & making them feel at ease is a gift. You never know how important that may be to someone who is struggling & how much you may be helping them. Keep being the awesome person you are!

    • tiberius · October 21, 2017

      Awwww yes thank you!

    • tiberius · October 21, 2017

      Thank you!!!!! for being you!